They ask me everyday don’t I miss meat, sweets, cakes and the white loaf of bread which I quit eating the day you were gone, cause my body just wouldn’t take them.

No, I don’t!

They ask me don’t I miss going out and partying, shopping for fancy outfits that I was so good at mix&matching, going to movies.

No, I don’t!

Don’t I miss my old self. No, I don’t, because the new I has nothing to do with all these things. My new self doesn’t understand how one can spend energy and thoughts on food, clothing, basic, temporary and material  low-vibrational things when all this energy could be directed to the exploration and appreciation of life, space, the purpose of life, happiness in its existential form.

I only miss you…sometimes, only sometimes, when my old self tries to reoccupy its positions in my mind & body I miss your physical presence. Other times I don’t even miss you, because you’re always with me, part of my new self.

As in ditto to my thoughts, there’s a song now playing, called “Soulmate” which sings:

I know that for always
We’re woven with a single lace,
Two stars in a constellation
An infinite connection…

(translation of the excerpt of the song in my native language)

Love

Hope

Daring breakthrough in search of the outer layers of existence.

Nostalgia

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9 thoughts on “What I don’t miss

  1. “I only miss you…sometimes, only sometimes, when my old self tries to reoccupy its positions in my mind & body I miss your physical presence. Other times I don’t even miss you, because you’re always with me, part of my new self.“
    Loved this sentence, lovely post. The true essence of life is what you are leaving now and the person who changed you or gifted you this serene experience is the one we love the most.

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    • Thank you so much for your feedback! Since this post I’ve been feeling even more intensely how my twinflame’s energy has found a new home within my consciousness. I experience new feelings, I behave differently, I have new interests, and all of these are things that were extremely uncommon for me. I therefore very much support the idea that we are all part of one, single higher consciousness and after we leave our material form we all dissolve into this eternal oneness. Sometimes I long for it, but I know that this beautiful life is there for a reason and we should experience it and love is the only thing we need to find and take with us as we go higher.

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      • So true in fact I think love is the only reason our creator, created us. We are the form of love of our creator. The sole aim of this life so to be loved and love others. Inspiring post of yours, wish you all the best.

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